| melancholic..
Just this morning I was able to view the results of the psychological test I took months ago as a requirement for our graduation.. the guidance counselor was so pleased to inform me that I really have nice results.. she first showed me the results of the aptitude test which I got superior in all of the areas especially in numerical, blah-blah (forgot to retain in my memory the other tests).. then for the personality test, I also got superior in most of the areas which definitely showed what I am made of.. I got excellent in creativity and other blah-blahs.. (sorry again..) and then for the IQ test, well, I kinda sucked hehe.. (but at least im still in the above average bracket – though not that high scores compared to others!!) but the counselor told me that was okay.. she told me that I have the skills (competent skills) and all I need to do is to work on it cause knowledge will not be stagnant unless you give effort to improve yourself.. so for that part, there is always room for improvement and development.. the last part of the results struck me that much… she told me that as an over-all personality and aptitude assessment – I am a melancholic.. which means I am a person who tends to be gloomy or depressed at times.. maybe because I was/am too sensitive of the way others think of me, or even always seeking for their approval for what I did.. it’s quite true.. I mean it’s totally true in the sense that I tend to be introvert for some time.. always assessing myself if I have done the right thing or not, and even have a propensity to feel inferior in front of others.. maybe because I am a shy person – or am I not?? Waahh!! Maybe I need to take another psychological test again cause im fu**ing confused wehehe.. but if there’s one thing I am not confused of – it would probably be my sexual preference.. okay.. this blog is a total mess.. my bad!!